its been a long time since my last post here, and though i had many things to say, i was holding back, wondering whether to say them here. my life has been over taken by a feeling of joy and self fulfillment which i believe would be the natural state for evey man, not sadness, not anger, not despair, and not irritation. the basic and fundamental emotion underlying every life is a joy, a joy which comes from sheer existence and nothing more. and nothing less. other lower emotions may flit across the landscape of our mind like clouds, ephemeral as they are , but after the rain the soul returns to clear blue sky which is the happiness bubbling in our soul. and we do not remember this very often and indeed in the past year i had lost complete sight of this fundamental axiom of human existence, its only over the past few months that i have rediscovered it. and now i shall not let go! and this emotion comes not from the achievement of some goal, or from reaching a certain point, but its origin lies in my journey towards a goal, the goals may change ( ..or they may not) but the journey itself is accompanied by a feeling of bliss which tends to take away from the obsession towards reaching the goal, and gives to the journey. and it is not as if the goal is not important, but its just that journey is just as important to me.

wishing you joy